I made a decision..*G

**imzredhead** · November 25th, 2002, 12:58 PM

hmmm....I think you just described my life....do I sob uncontrollably or celebrate? *LOL*.....I like having a man in my life, I like being loved by someone I consider special and a wonderful person, and I love being in love...I admit it? [img]tongue.gif[/img] I don't think I am one that necessarily needs it as some do, but when I have it, I thoroughly enjoy it...is that a bad thing? I love when he comes to visit and spend weeks with me, I love that he loves my kids and they him, I love that when we're apart, he calls me nearly every day, some days for hours on end...thats kind of the way we "date" when we're apart I guess? And even six hundred miles away, he gives me more support and love than my ex ever did? Sad, but true. Yet, I like my alone time, and the time when I can do simply nothing if thats what I so choose to do? Not that I don't think I couldn't do that with him, its just different I guess being alone and doing it? I don't know, this is the first time in my *cough*39*cough* years *L* That I have lived on my own....and I'm eating it up.....good and bad?...I'm really hearing ya Blaze....

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**imzredhead** · November 25th, 2002, 12:59 PM

another side note...you're right about heidster, and thats why I love her so... [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

**Blazey** · November 25th, 2002, 01:33 PM

HEY!.....Red..does he have a brother maybe?????..*LOL*..yep..its good to know you can make it on your own..and you just gave me hope that there is a guy out there that just might understand me..thanks.. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

**SummerStorm** · November 25th, 2002, 01:58 PM

Ghostie bite me...Travis in January and Joe this month..lets see..that makes what 2 in a year...kiss my ass...*giggles*...yanno i loves ya...

**Blazey** · November 25th, 2002, 04:01 PM

quite possibly heidi..*L..i think i am content in my life..all the sudden..things at work have improved..lots more money coming my way..i have lots of freinds for when i get lonely..i'm happy alone..most times..i just need to stop looking on here....stop settling for whatever loser my mouse click seems to bring me..*L..focus on the real things in life..maybe turn into a lesbian..hmmmm..okie..that was a joke.. [img]eek.gif[/img]

its all good kids..i just wanted to start an angst kinda thread...see if anyone might have some input....i'm okie..trust me...better than i have been in sometime..i had a few swift kicks in the butt..an attitude adjustment..and hey..i'm keeping it on the red line..*W

love ya'll tho..each of ya.. [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

**Father Dave** · November 25th, 2002, 04:17 PM

damn...

**SummerStorm** · November 25th, 2002, 04:25 PM

*(smooches dave* I agree with dave...I've always been with younger guys...this time I met an older one...and OMG...he's what i been lookin for*VBS*...and I wasn't lookin....so i agree with heidi too...you find each other when you aren't lookin or hopin to find love...blazey you know all that's goin on there...I'm here ifn ya need me...*pats yer tush*

friend of the empire · November 25th, 2002, 04:41 PM

ya know i really should pay more attention to this board....i woulda been more than happy to be the first to respond had i seen it.*G* *gets Blazey fresh batteries* *waves at heidi* *points out the fact that Summer falls in love like 10 times a year* *thinks Dave knows exactly what hes talking about* *feels its finally time someone around here DID know what they were talking about* anyhow.....love...yada yada yada whatever...sex...Wahooooooo yeah get some of that...much better anyhow..less gut wrenching....and who cares if its really good...if it aint good do it more often....whatever...*L*